Happy 1st Birthday Asher!

A crosspost from my main blog:

In a few hours from now, we’ll celebrate your birthday (although, technically the 2nd is your birthday). Here’s Mommy’s message for you..lil Asher.

My Dearest Asher,

One year ago, you were born and we officially entered the world of parenthood. Your Dad and I were so stoked with your coming, having been praying and wishing for you for more than a year. Even though, we were well supported and were armed of parenting basics, we were terrified. As newbie parents, we almost went demented when you were inconsolable or you refused to put back to sleep in the wee hours of the morning. I was apprehensive the first time I gave you bath because you were so delicate, so fragile. My hands were shaking every time I hold you in my arms, overly worrying that I might hurt you. I was always worried stiff if I was nourishing you just right everytime I nurse you. But despite all of my worries and fears, I was constantly astounded by you. I was always amazed by the joy and contentment you gave me every day. I was amazed how God made me an instrument along with your Daddy to create such a beautiful being. Most of all, I was amazed how much love my heart could hold.

We’ve been through a lot on your first year - a rollercoaster ride I may say but mostly with ups. I say “more on ups” because you were generally easy to take care of. You didn’t give Mom and Dad a hard time adjusting to this wonderful world of parenthood. You also continuously amaze us with your wit..you never cease to surprise us with your, sometimes own-discovered, tricks.

Now that you’re about to become a toddler, I just hope and wish that you stay as sweet, as smart and as a good boy as you are now. I love each moment being a Mom to you and I hope that you feel the same way as you are a son to me. Happy Birthday my little Asher!

Xoxo,
Mommy